don't go

everything is fading away
the waves wash away my thoughts
as the sky paints me with its stars 
everything is a world away

im afraid to die

got me

say hi to the end

it was nice while it lasted
maybe we'll bump into each other
on the streets of bangkok or paris
a few years from now

i hope you remember me as a good person.

say hi to in a state of decay

I've fallen prey to the glitz and glamour of consumerism

I've fallen inlove with the dirty and grimey ways of materialism

I've fallen ill to the grandoise obsession of things that perish and feelings that change.

But most of all I've fallen from grace with my nonexistent self-esteem and self-worth.

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say hi to i want too many things and they're all cameras!

im feeling film sick
as in i miss shooting with film 
i still have rolls of undeveloped film
somewhere in the dark recesses of my room
all i want for christmas is a camera 
and a dose of serotonin & dopamine wouldn't hurt
and yes, i already stopped taking adderall 
moving on!

Superheadz The Last Camera


 it's relatively cheap at only 2,600 pesos and i'm still convincing myself 
if its really worth it, you know? you can find out more about it here

sample photos:

Digital Harinezumi

I'm really inlove with this one! It's digital but it captures photos and videos
just like an 8mm film. It has monochrome, lo-fi and other unpredictable image results.

here's a video example from steve weiss  it looks so dreamy and my hands
are actually itching to get my hands on it but it comes with a not so easy price.

yeap, it's worth a whooping 6,000 pesos. I'm up for it but i need a little convincing 
and so far, im a little convinced from watching a lot of reviews from other people 
but the price...

i bet you can see me crying in the corner now.

hope i can actually buy these. my original plan was to buy a real vintage camera
like a rangefinder or an slr and im still researching on it.

 time will tell!

say hi to status!

have i told you that i love status ph?? 
because i do! i love the editorial section

this is the march issue. haven't bought the december issue yet
because im too busy with exams and not having a life